Happy Thanksgiving  / Dessa Smith (Connected by Angels )
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Thinking of you and your family  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (Angelfamilies)
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Thinking of you on your Angel Date  / Kay~Mom To Angel Ashley Mohr~
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Thinking of you Zachary.  / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)

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Remembering Precious Zachary  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Thinking of you  / Melissa Killingsworth (Angel Brandon's Mom )

Thinking of you and your family, Zachary, as your Angel Date approaches and I am sending this candle to honor your life.

God bless you, Zachary.

Always in Brandon's memory - Melissa Killingsworth

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Isaiah 61:1-3  / Mama I. Love You (son)
November 03, 2007
The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion -- to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the LORD for the display of his splendor.
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Thinking of Zac and all his loving family on this rememberance month.  / Angela Wrate Nickys Mum (angel/care friend )
 Just to let you know Zac ,you are never far from my thoughts.
           You are safe in Heaven with god and all our angel's.
              Remembering you on this your Angel month.
                 Also hugs to all your family .
                      May every butterfly that passes leave a presence 
                          for your mum and family of love and joy.
                                     Thinking of you all.
                                         Angela and family Nicky's mum.xoxoxoxo
                    





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AndGod Said.......  / Diane Angel Mom- Katie Cassidy (I care )
I said, God I hurt
And God said, I know

I said, I cry alot
And God said, That's why I gave you tears

I said, Life is so hard
And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones

I said, But my loved one died!!
And God said, So did mine!!

I said, It's such a great loss!!
And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!!

I said, But your loved one lives!!
And God said, So does yours!!

I said, Where is he now??
And God said, My Son is by my side and
Your Son is in my arms!!

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No Matter the Distance  / Mama ILYNMU (my lil star )

NO MATTER THE DISTANCE
by
Veronica Partridge


No matter the distance I will always hear your voice, feel your touch.
Others may say what they think it matters not to me so very much. 
Sometimes I don't understand what they just can't see
Its seems so simple so obvious, I've lost a big part of me.

It's as though if they don't look for you or mention you by name,
somehow, someway they think everything is still just the same.
It may be for them as they cannot see into my heart so broken
Truthfully, I just as happy they can't I wouldn't want them knowing.

No one should have to go on each and every day
feeling like they've lost one shoe limping all the way.
Losing a child is a pain that cannot be explained to most
Unfortunately, God has chosen only a few to hold this lonely post.

I wish they would simply not try to will it all away,
I've tried, daily, I know, and it just won't work in that way.
The loneliness I feel deep inside is at times excruciating pain.
With God as my only mainstay the one who daily keeps me sane.

I know I will see my child again one day which seems so far to me.
Some might say I've lost my faith, or it's not strong as it should be.
Others walk around me, over me, under me, never by my side.
As though I have a contagious disease, yet they never confide.

So silently I walk the distance, keeping my eyes only towards the Son.
In hope, that one day I will come back to light when Jesus finally comes.
It will be then I will be at complete and utter comfort in the arms of my love.
Being face to face with my Father and His Son in eternal heaven above.

It will be then when I'll get to hug and kiss my child once more
never feeling this separation, this loneliness that spurs me to the core
And we will join all the other believers, God's special chosen ones
to live free from all pain, hunger, sadness knowing only the warmth of His love.

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tell me how zachie  / Mama (mama)
tell me how to not keeping hoping someday you'll walk through that door. tell me how to stop thinking about you everyday. tell me how to let go and let God honey.... i have such strong faith but i just cant tell myself you're really gone! am i insane, no, not yet anyway but i am in such horrific pain i just dont know how to breathe somedays. my heart feels like its being crushed and my arms and eyes are tired. i love your brothers and sister so much i cant even possibly imagine losing another child ever but i know people do and will continue to do so as God sees fitting into His plan. A plan far deeper and wider than i could ever purport to understand. tell me how zachie how to stop crying and feeling all this pain. how to pretend i am becoming used to this idea like everyone else around me who seem to have no problem. H O W .... ZACHIE.....please tell me how....I love and miss you so much and hope with every last breath i have that Jesus has told you just how much I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU my precious little star.....so ride on honey, ..... ride free and happy in God's greatest heavens and always, always know just how much i love and miss you with every beat of my heart that only you as my child know deep down in your soul.
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Eph 2:10  / Mama
For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.
Ephesians 2:10
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26 days lil star....  / Mama

26 days can be converted to one of these units:
2,246,400 seconds
37,440 minutes
624 hours
3 weeks (rounded down) 


then we start all over again...........

Heavenly Father I pray you continue to give me the faith and strength i need to do this Father. I ask this in the name of your Son, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen

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It'a almost 3 years now honey  / Mama Ilynmu4eva
dearest zachie,
i'm trying my best to stay together here buddy. all i can think about is next month. we went to see you today and put some pretty yellow roses in your vase with the pumpkin sticks. i still remember when we took you pumpkin picking and you wanted the biggest pumpkin there! you were so funny. we finally talked you into the biggest one you could carry which was funnier yet! i dont want to unravel i just want to be able to be happy for you and i feel so guilty for wanting you here with me. i ask god every night to give you hugs for me because i know he can hear me i just wish you could too. i have so much to say to you.... i want you to know about lee and roxx i want you to be there! to be here! lee is so happy for the first time in his life and i pray for them every night just as i do brandy and cash too. roxanna is beautiful inside and out. you would love her so much and i know you will meet her one day baby. your sister is far away and i pray that god brings her back to me and closer to him all the time. it feels like i've lost 2 children not 1 more often than not. i still feel like this is all a bad dream and maybe one day i'll just wake up and you'll be yelling for lunch or breakfast or mama where are my shoes, why do i have to pull weeds or why cant i go everyone else is going???? my heart is just so tattered and torn i cant feel much of anything. i'm putting all my effort into making this business work to keep your memory alive and help leave something for your family to be able to have when i'm gone. i pray it comes to fruition. i look at the moon all the time and i wonder if you are looking down back at me. sometimes i swear uoure right here with me. lord please help me through these next few months till at least after new years eve. i hate new years zachie it just reminds me i have to do this all over again.....

but, if the truth be told, i'd do it all over again just to have you in my life even if only for almost 12 years. you'd be 15 next month and it seems like yesterday when i was taking you home from the hospital.... i love you my lil star rider so much and miss you soooooo much. god keeps him promises and i know i'll see you again but it feels like forever.....

<3 <3 <3
all the love my heart can hold
xoxoxoxoxooo
mama

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I Miss You Star Rider  / Mama
I look at you and smile 
all the while my heart feels numb
but i think of all the things we did
and just how many more times are to come

God took you from this earth and me according to His will
honestly I don't ever think I'll understand with this hole in my heart now to fill

I try everyday to remind myself that God is good and He has His plan no matter what my heart tells me I know one day i'll understand.

I miss you more and more as time goes slowly past me
never forgetting your face and smile and how it used to be
I always want to set your plate and shop for christmas gifts
it makes me feel so sad to say he's no longer here what would he do with this

everything I see everything I do reminds me that your gone
and I cling to the hope and faith of the Holy Spirit that tells me it won't be that long.
That I will see you once again and that day my heart will feel whole
Knowing you'll be there to say what took you so long Mom you're home.

So for now I hold on to the thought that Jesus holds you in His arms
And tucks you in to sleep at night with a kiss and a prayer
Please know you're never far from my heart or mind anytime or anywhere.

I love you always my little star rider keep riding high with your angels racing your way through the clouds
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The Impact of One Life  / Mama
by Roy Lessin Co-founder of DaySpring

When a stone is dropped into a lake,
It quickly disappears from sight ---
but it's impact leaves behind
a series of ripples that broaden
and reach across the water.

In the same way, the impact of
one life, lived for Christ
will leave behind influence for good
that will reach the lives of many others.
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PEOPLE ARE MEAN  / Mama (Mama)
People Are Mean
By Veronica Partridge

My emotions leave me oh so numb and cold
All the while trying to regain some sort of control.

Whisperings behind my back saying things like she needs to “go on.”
So tell me all you wise people, since the picture for you is so clear,
How do I wipe out all those very too short, little eleven years?

How would you handle it since you have such great ideas?
I’ll accept any suggestions you have seeing it’s approaching now three long years.

Just so you know, and I mean it from my heart, I hope and pray your years never start.
My own family thinks I’m one step away from a padded cell or,
Even perhaps just one more pill might make me feel well.

Then there’s those of you who think I should just go it alone
And let my mind be as broken as my heart and dump the pill that helps me cope.

God has brought me here and God will bring me along
To where He thinks I should be in accordance with His timing alone.
And I trust He is with me, on this journey He alone has put me on.

Perhaps some of you have forgotten the “Golden Rule,”
Which says, “IF you have nothing nice to say don’t say anything cruel!”

Again, I pray such a place you’ll never ever be,
For once, I too, was as strong as an oak tree,
And now, I’m withered, like a dried up old weed.

Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be
Judged; and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.

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